I just got back from Zamboanga... we had the first flight at 7:05AM. Last weekend, as I stared at the ceiling of my hotel room, I thought geez...ang tagal ko na pala dito.... Now that I'm home, I'm back to my normal life.... no more big swimming pool, hot and cold showers, room service, laundry service, cable tv and etc... I'm back to my usual 'stresses' and concerns which make me wish that I wasn't home....
I just wanna say this..... I hate the fact that I was the one left behind to attend to things that I'm not supposed to be responsible for. I hate it when I'm left with no choice but to accept them. I hate myself for not being able to handle everything, that most of the time, I feel helpless and can't do it on my own. Living alone (without the other 'stuff') should be simple but from where I am situated right now, THERE ARE JUST SO MANY THINGS...
I know that there are greater problems on earth than mine... I don't know.... maybe it's because of the weather also... Dang! it's so hot. and the stress.... syet..... hahahhaha...
so much for going home....
3 comments:
i cant relate (yet) to your problems but at least when you're alone, its easy to put everything in a schedule that will fit you.
kaya mo yan!
welcome back sa kabihasnan Ancient!
Thanks lolo... Grabe!!! it's HOT in Manila... It's also hot in Zambo but at least majority of the time I'm comforted with the luxury of having an airconditioning system.
Sorry, I can't offer any words of wisdom... :(
I hope things lighten up for you soon. Let's have lunch or dinner one of these weekends!
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