I'm thankful for the rare opportunity of being able to get together as a family. Of course saying goodbye is the hard part. I did better this year than last year when my mom first left for US. Kanina, yes, there were tears.. I tried so hard not to cry but when my brother hugged me, I suddenly blurted out, "iiwan nyo nanaman ako"... and then he cried too.
Having dinner at my other brother's apartment somehow helped lighten up the feeling of loneliness (btw, he's also set to go back to Japan next week). Going back to an empty and quiet house resurfaced the sadness that I've been trying to conceal. I'll definitely miss me and brother's late evenings with our respective netbooks.... me and mom sharing the same bed...all of us laughing at random things inside the car...
I know that I'll be able to get out of this feeling and proceed with my usual life...
*sigh*
On the lighter side, I was able to download Zombie Farm for my Iphone and I'm currently hooked. It has this farming concept... I plant, I earn money.... I also plant zombies which will eventually help me invade other farms for more money and brains.
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