As I was walking in Ayala (after dinner), I looked at the Christmas decorations on the road then I said to myself... 'Christmas na.' I felt the sudden urge not to go back to the office but instead take a walk muna. I took the path to greenbelt. I entered the church (I listened for about 30 mins to Fr. Bob C.). Along the way, I thought of how my life has been this past year. I thought of my life as of now. I felt thankful because I have accomplished some naman. I also felt a tinge of loneliness. I thought about the things I feared. I thought about the things I fought hard for. I thought of the times when I became tired. I thought of the things I long for. I enjoyed the solitude and the feeling of being at peace.
Weird as it may sound, a part of me feels somehow melancholic whenever it's Christmas time (although it's my favorite time of the year).
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