I just received a text this morning. I was affected but I tried convincing myself that I should not be affected at all. It's her life. It's her choice. I must admit that what happened to her is a total shock for me... I don't speak to her in my usual ways. We seldom converse.
When I learned of the news, I just froze... got my bath towel and pretended that I heard nothing. I never spoke to the other party ever since.
Does she hate me for being this way? I don't know but I'm sure there is a gap between us. A gap which is uncertain of being patched up. Why did I react that way? Maybe I wasn't prepared to hear such. 'What was she thinking?' ....
Am I sorry for acting this way? I dunno.... I'm just trying to see it in a positive way... Maybe this incident will make her strong on her own.... I hope... Now that there's the two of them.
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